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long time no update....i say that a lot....grr....bored...just finished writing my research paper...chillin at the library.....i rule...cuz i'm just that cool....avenged sevenfold tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!......i'm prolly gunna go by myself cuz Carlie STILL didn't buy her ticket.....still going no matter what~!!!!!wsjdJFDFASGADFH
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[05 Sep 2005|12:17am] |
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you would never think you could get dicked over twice in one night....i mean i'm used to getting fucked over....but twice in one night?....come on....i'm fucking tired of this shit....why can't i just get that one person back....but he won't even look at me
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[02 Sep 2005|03:13pm] |
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date saturday....yay.....i'm so excited...a guy who is actually not an asshole offered to take me to dinner....maybe some change is on the way....hopefully :)
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[22 Aug 2005|12:47pm] |
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i feel like updating, but i don't know what to say....ummm....i'm lonely as usual...bored....i think brandon is mad at me for something....i broke the door for the loading dock at my dad's work...i have to pay for that so i'm gunna be even more broke then i already was....o ya....and i'm sick of being used by people.... i'm also glad i am a "cunt" just because i hang out w/people and actually have friends unlike someone....please just fuckin shoot me now
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[29 Jul 2005|01:07am] |
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well...i had a good day today....first time in a while.....i realized that Bruce doesn't want me back...i've tried and tried to talk to him to appologize...but i'm useless to him
today i went w/Tif and Brandon(cool kid i met online) to Lahey and rode the go-karts....fun times!!....then we went to hang out w/some dunmore kids....then we went to the driving range....that was...umm...interesting...lol...though it was fun....at the end of the night i had to take brandon home and he asked me to go for a little walk...so we did and he showed me where he hides when he plays man-hunt.....it was cool and then he hugged me....it was soooo nice....then we kissed a little...i finally feel like someone likes me again...a relief on my broken heart : )
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[26 Jul 2005|05:52pm] |
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i miss him so much
he won't talk to me
he won't even look at me
i really would like to know why what i did was SOOO bad
yes...i fucked up.....but i only said let's take a break
but another girl can straight out say...i like someone else....and he still talks to her
i know i made a HUGE mistake....i can't stop thinking about u
please come back to me
give me another chance
you don't know how much i really miss you
i've tried sending text messages
i've tried talking to you in person
i've tried sending letters w/gifts
please tell me what i have to do to get you back
i can't stand this any more
i need u in my life
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[11 Mar 2005|08:45pm] |
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ha...well i just talked to Bruce online like 5 minutes ago and he's having fun in maryland and told me about all the phone calls he's getting(mostly girls funny huh??)and then i asked why he didn't call me...and o yeah...i guess it slipped his mind...slipped his fucking mind...look at that...a disappointment again...i don't know why i trust and believe people anymore....everything is bullshit
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[24 Feb 2005|05:57pm] |
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Beloved! amid the earnest woes
That crowd around my earthly path-
(Drear path, alas! where grows
Not even one lonely rose)-
My soul at least a solace hath
In dreams of thee, and therein knows
An Eden of bland repose.
And thus thy memory is to me
Like some enchanted far-off isle
In some tumultuous sea-
Some ocean throbbing far and free
With storms- but where meanwhile
Serenest skies continually
Just o'er that one bright island smile.
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[17 Feb 2005|08:02pm] |
wow...i didn't know i liked u that much kristen!..lol....and justin...what the hell?....why didn't u tell me this before u were that good...lol
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[17 Feb 2005|07:38pm] |
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woooo looong time..i don't update enough :\....no one reads any ways...umm....i've been having an awesome time w/Bruce...even though we don't really see each other that much...damn work and school...valentine's day woot....i got a beautiful rose, Mercenaries: playground for destruction (game for PS2)...it freakin rocks and i gots a little tiger guy stuffed animal!!....wooo i love you and thank you again for the awesome gifts <3...and i got him a packet of soy sauce...lol...damn i get to mushy in these things...any who...ya....i dunno what to say....i'm stupid....rabble rabble...THE END
It's ultimate frisbee time ladies!
(haha gym rules)
J Zig...what the hell?...when are we goin skiin...i'm pumped and the snow's gunna be all melted soon!!
Carlie + David Spade= love?....lol jk jk
I love you Brewss...lol..just thought it looked funny
spelled like that
<3BRUCE<3
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[22 Jan 2005|10:58pm] |
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i know it's a day late...but i don't update often
2 months of happiness
2 months of love
2 months of hugs
2 months of kisses
i love you so much
you are everything to me
happy 2 month anniversary!
i love the flowers...they are so pretty....i look at them every day and smile
and thanx for the awesome t-shirt and cd!!
forever and always yours <3
Ooooo and last night was awesome...even though it got a little ruined :(
i love you more!
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[17 Jan 2005|03:35pm] |
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i made a huge mistake
please forgive me
i never ment to hurt you
i think to much, way to much
i'm just scared
afraid of life
afraid of love
i've never felt this way about someone
i'm afraid i'll get to attached and then lose you
i've just had it happen way to many times to me
i hate crying
i want to hold u forever
forever, always, for eternity
take me with you
in life
in death
in love
forever yours <3
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[01 Jan 2005|01:18pm] |
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Come on be my baby
Come on tonight
Come on love me baby
Come on tonight
I'll give you everything
You want inside
Plug me in, plug me in
I want you
Come on tonight
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My head will not rest on this pillow.
As it's gripped in my arms tonight.
Like reality; too tight.
If a dream could last forever.
I would hold you here.
Time need not freeze.
I need not fear.
This world inside.
Is a word I long to find.
And I will not be afraid of love.
I won't be afraid to lose.
What I was once afraid of.
My teardrops have salt-stained this pillow.
As it's loosened from a weakened clutch.
By the sun's light; too much.
There's a hope today.
That I'll find a way.
This Dream of life inrealed to me.
Sometimes I run and sometimes I crawl.
Sometimes I fly and sometimes I'm gonna fall.
But this dream of mine will not change at all.
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I Love Bruce <3
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[30 Dec 2004|12:29pm] |
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wooo.....long time no update.....been busy w/my girlfriend Yolanda....she is so hot...i love her and want to sex her up every moment of my short pathetic days.....Yolanda will you marry me?.....hahahahahahahaha
but really.....Bruce friggin rocks my socks....woo....i've been spending a lot of sweet time w/him...but it still doesn't feel like enough...he got me a KFC play set...woot...it is awesome...and a care bears t-shirt :)....and a g/c for gallery o' sound...<3 i can't thank u enough!!
I also got a nintendo DS from "santa" and clothes and money...woo
I LOVE BRUCE!!
<3 <3 <3 <3
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[08 Dec 2004|03:02pm] |
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sorry i havn't updated in a while....my computer is gay and won't even turn on...i'm currently at the school since there are no other computers...lol...my update on Bruce...Couldn't be better....i can't seem to get enough of him...wooo....sunday we're gunna spend the whole day together....and if any scumbag assholes feel like pranking my phone again...i will kill u all....best part is....they lie about it even though they were pretty much caught...ooo k.....Bruce rocks my socks....or should i say...MEGANUTS!!!.....lol....fun times w/my hunny pie....ya...wow i'm gay...lol
hearts to bruce!!
:)
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[29 Nov 2004|02:01pm] |
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people are mad at me...sorry your mad cuz i'm finally happy....sorry your jealous or something....sorry about YOUR phone not working
FUCK IT!!!
I am happy now and if any of you people screw this up for me....u WILL regret it
in other words:
bruce came over my house last night...i had a really good time....no we didn't have sex for you sicko's out there....lol...i wish he didn't have to go home
:( ....i really like him a lot...damn...i'll shut up now....hehe
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[28 Nov 2004|05:11pm] |
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I'm in love <3
I really am
you're all i think about..every minute w/out u is painful...i miss u already...even though i just saw u like a couple hours ago at your lovely job....lol
i love u
<3Bruce
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[17 Aug 2004|08:37pm] |
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Fuck you all
>:(
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[13 Aug 2004|05:57pm] |
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Hey....Warped Tour was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was right in front for A7X cuz me and carlie went an hour early....then when they came on i went nuts....omg....they're soooooo amazing....i mean i loved them b4...but now that i saw them live...ooo...i need more...more...more i tell u....then after that i met them all and got all of their autographs...except for M.Shadows(singer) because he had to go to an interview or sumthing....so after that we went over the the mainstage and watched some other cool bands...then i got board and went walking around by myslef....and who do i see??????
M.SHADOWS!!!.....right there...right in front of me...no one else around....so i went up to him and was all like OMG!! i love you...i mean Avenged Sevenfold...lol....then i got his autograph and he gave me a hug!!!.....ahhhhhhhhhh.......i love M.Shadows....i will marry him...i will have sex w/him.....ahhh....i want him...i need him...aslfpasdkfj......GIVE HIM TO ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[11 Aug 2004|01:46pm] |
kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn
chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that
even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.
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